33. Expectations.

Nothing could really prepare Shadow for the fact that he would fall in love with someone he is not even supposed to fall in love with in the first place as it was a forbbien love and all as Shadow had never expected that he would fall in love with anyone let alone a human girl for that matter but there was something about Taranee that seemed to draw him to her when he first saw he had been very uneasy and unsure about her and stay out her sight for a while not sure on what to make of her but after a while of watching her in secret he had slowly started to feel a odd feeling inside of myself and that feeling was love for Taranee but he was a fearcat and he was not supposed to feel that feeling so when he first felt it he felt very confused about it and did not know on what it was at first however he felt that he could not be near Taranee all the time as he would be putting her life at risk if he stayed too long near her heck if she knew the dark secrets that he was hiding from her she might change her mind about him as lest that is what Shadow thought anyway and at the moment he was standing alone on top of a building in deep thoughts at the moment and in his real form which was a fearcat as he flicked his cat like ears a little as he sighed under his breath as he knew sooner or later others of his kind where going to find out about his secret love with Taranee and that could mean trouble for both him and Taranee pretty much and all Shadow could do was hope that would not happen as he did after all love Taranee more then anything though at the same time he did not want to admit it he was in such deep thoughts that he did not even see another fearcat whose name was Fearclaw coming up from behind him until Fearclaw spooked  and startled Shadow who jumped up a few feet into the air before he then turned around and saw Fearclaw now as Shadow then said in a unpleased tone of a voice “ Fearclaw how many times have I told you not to sneak up on me like that? As you know I hate it when you do that and all”  Fearclaw just leted out a soft chuckle before he then replied to Shadow “Sorry about that sir but I came here because I was sended to get you as the other fearcats that are still alive want to talk to you about something what that is I am not sure but you had better go to where they are before they lose their tempers with you “ Shadow wondered now on what they wanted as he then just nodded his head to Fearclaw in understandment before he then slided his way down the building and then took off to go to where the others where waiting for him as he mumbled a bit under his breath as seemed like to him that he was never going to get his happiness at lest for now anyway the only thing he did know that things where only going to get harder for him that was for sure.